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Tuesday, February 26th, 2008
12:45 pm
ENTJ - "Field Marshall". The basic driving force and need is to lead. Tend to seek a position of responsibility and enjoys being an executive. 1.8% of total population.
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12:42 pm - Personality test

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Thursday, January 31st, 2008
10:30 am - Goverment
A little boy goes to his dad and asks, "What are Politcs?" Dad says "Well son, let me try to explain it this way:
..1. Im the head of the family, so call me the president
..2. Your mother is the administrator of the money, so we call her the Government.
..3. We're here to take care of your needs, so we'll call you the People.
..4. The nanny, we'll consider her the Working class.
..5. And your baby brother, we'll call him the future.

"Now think about that and see if it makes sense."

So, the little boy goes off to bed thinking about what Dad has said.

Later that night, he hears his baby brother crying, so he gets up to check on him. He finds that the baby has severly soiled his diaper So, the little boy goes to his parents room and finds his mother sound asleep. Not wanting to wake her, he goes to the nannys room.

Finding the door locked, he looks in the peephole and sees his father in bed with the nanny.

He gives up and goes back to bed.

The next morning, the little boy says to his father, "Dad i think i understand the concept of politics now:

The father says "Good son, tell me in your own words what you think politics is all about"

The little boy replies, "The president is screwing the working class, while the government is sound asleep. The people are being ignored and the Future is in deep shit".

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Monday, November 5th, 2007
3:26 pm - Just
K this is just beautiful not so often does lryics touch me but damn these do.

Tiesto Just Be

You can travel the world
But you can't run away
From the person you are in your heart
You can be who you want to be
Make us believe in you
Keep all your light in the dark
If you're searchin for truth
You must look in the mirror
And make sense of what you can see
Just be
Just be

They say learning to love yourself
Is the first step
That you take when you want to be real
Flying on planes to exotic locations
Won't teach you
How you really feel
Face up to the fact
That you are who you are
Nothing can change that belief
Just be
Just be

'cause now I know
It's not so far
To where I go
The hardest part
Is inside me
I need
To just be
Just be

I was lost
And I'm still lost
But I feel so much better

'cause now I know
It's not so far
To were I go
The hardest part
Is inside me
I need
To just be
Just be

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Thursday, September 13th, 2007
11:20 am - Burning Man Packing List
Ur Food
•    A mesh bag and binder clip for hanging your dishes to dry.
•    Ur dishes, glasses and utensils
•    Some alcohol and mixers for the bar
•    Whatever spices, etc you want to add to the general pantry (please
email kiana.vagabondia@gmail.com to see what we are bringing)
•    If you want to bring any special items like a crepe pan, etc..bring it!
•    Dish towels to dry ur dishes (and some more bindy clips to hang them
so they dry)
•    Big hefty garbage bags for ur trash!
•    At least 2 gallons of water per day!

Sleepin'

•    Ur Tent, shade structure for your tent if you have it (you will
appreciate this)
•    Ur beddin' and air mattress
•    Some lights for your tent – think LED and twinkle!
•    Rebar (recommended 2 feet long and candy canned ) I don't remember
the diameter but it is painted light yellow on the ends at home depot.
•    Rope to attach ur tent to some rebar.
•    Luxuries: a fan, a tent heater (cool camping device)
•    Tarps for under your tent & over your tent! Silver is best. www.gotestuff.com
•    Bungee Clips, tarp clips, and whatever you need for ur rig.
•    14 gauge extension cord 100ft for your tent if you want electricity

Livin'
•    Desert Goggles & Sunglasses
•    A dust mask, scarf, or something to quickly cover your nose and
mouth with if you get caught in a dust storm. News is the playa is
dusty this year and it's a good year to have the good dust masks.
•    A camelpack or canteen for water and ur stuff.
•    A spray bottle for citric acid/vinegar mix to protect ur skin. I got
mine for 50cents at Target (pronounced Tar-zjhey)
•    Paper Towels, toilet paper, baby wipes, & hand sanitizer
•    Lotion, lip balm, and sunscreen. Bring more then you think you'll need.
•    Ur personal sanitary items.
•    Vitamins and other good things to keep you healthy!
•    Ziploc bags for everything: ur clothes, your shoes, etc.
•    Rubbermaid bins to keep ur stuff protected.
•    Lots of socks! Good boots/shoes!
•    Visine, Nasal Spray., & Baby Wipes
•    Flashlights & Headlamp. You can do without a headlamp but if you
have the moolah- well worth it.
•    Earplugs & a personal first aid kit (I keep one in my camelpack)
•    Gum, altoids, carabiners, travel drink mugs, and other fun treats to
keep in ur pak
•    Towel or two for the shower
•    We will have one sun shower but if you are wanting guaranteed hot
water when you want it…bring your own sun shower. We have a structure
for hoisting it up.
•    1-2 10 gallon containers for your gray water. We have a filter
system to make it a little less ick but it still has to be packed out.
(available at home despot)
•    If you have long hair or even if you don't, some extra good leave-on
moisturizer.

Stylin'
•    El-wire your camelpack, your tent, and your clothes! A great way to
be green and avoid all the glowsticks. www.coolneon.com
•    Wide brim daytime Hat & warm hat for night
•    Arm warmers, leg warmers, scarves, and other fun things to keep you warm!
•    A notepad and paper for writing down thoughts and contact info
•    Fun crazy clothes
•    A folding camp chair
•    Give away items for the gift economy
•    Alcohol and Mixers for yourself, your camp mates, and to donate to
our village bar!
•    An outfit for TAG's hosted Party of the Gods!

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Saturday, August 11th, 2007
8:50 am - Hotel at the edge of the playa

So I am in the mist of my preparations for Burning man, something I have been putting on and off for 7 years. It being Sal’s request for a substitute for a Bachelor party, there can be no more excuses. I have to go after last nights dream however, I wonder how close my dream is to reality ( other then the hotel bit ) To Much  man to much to much ( K those who know me know where that’s from ).

We arrived at burning man. I was settling in I set up my cot and my stuff in a Car Tent. Off in the back corner and I knew we where two rows in on the edge of the playa, it was literally a tent city, hundreds and hundreds of very dense tents for miles it seems. People on and off bikes going past in this light but never ending stream of people 

I was walking toward this building, watching the scored cracked gray earth below my feet trying to keep my head down from the dust. On the edge of a playa was this hotel a red brick building.

In side It was mostly dark but defiantly a 10 foot hard ceiling over head as I follow the sound of the music. There where 3 huge dance rooms / conference halls. The smell of the dry dusty air but it was cooler like AC. ( I grew up in central Utah so I’m a desert rat )  There was a room where a massive Party was going on lots of people dancing and carrying on too dance music, the low glow from thousands of glow sticks fill the room with a pale light, I stop to look and watch but I was weary.

 Walking between the halls was doors and doors of hotel rooms, and we came into this open space where there was this large carpeted pit me and my friend sat down and joined this cuddle party. I lay down and this really beautiful burnet rolls on top me of in a suggestively plea’s me meet her at this poly party.  Of course I agree but it’s not till that evening and I will meet her there. (leaving stuff out b/c this is PG rated Journal Post) After a little me and Rayn it we it up and go out the doors and then again look out across Black Rocky City its mid afternoon.

 We head into this tent the dust thick all around us as a small wind gust blows across the city, on the way I come up with crazy Idea of having an free arcade at burning man and we sit down to talk to the Burning Man Organizers to talk about it.  We eventfully shoot it down the arcade b/c of the dust and how it would eat the electronics and electricity needed to run such an event. 

 Night falls and we are wondering and heading towards the party, I can hear nothing but the constant dance beat and neon lights everywhere. We arrive at this massive tent probably the size of a football field. go through the tent door and people are dancing in the center with tones of pillows and carpets around everywhere something  right out of Prince of Arabia. People in the corners and on pillows thru out t the room are making out. There are belly dancers in the center of the room. I see the female friend across the room she turns and Looks and me and this big grin comes on her face.    

I wake up!!!

Note I’ve never been to burning man before but this just makes me more excited to go.
I rarely have a dream like that its once in a blue moon.

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Thursday, July 12th, 2007
8:46 am - Man do I Identify with Henry Rollins ( and if you dont know who that is look him up)

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Friday, June 29th, 2007
4:27 pm - K needs to be said again
YAY!!!! for the intelligence that causes insanity YAY!!!!! Yay for the insanity that causes wisdom! YAY!!!!

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1:52 am - Shameless self promotion
After a three year break from one of my favorite pastimes, Im back no I'm not talking about evercrack or WOW.
I'm talking about writing and producing music. I have a couple people I know that want to work with me on my music. one is a band another is a coworker who is a producer and composer as well.

I'm going to start attending a local song writing group as well as thinking of going back to school after a music degree but still thinking about.
Many asked me why am I come out of my shell, its simple I'm inspired the last couple months have really made me focus on who and what I am and returning to my roots and the loves in my life ( other then women ) .

Music has been about the only constant thing in my life that I have loved but for some reason in the last 2-3 years I quit doing it.

so here is the shameless plug check out my new artist page ( Ya its lame and basic been busy ).
http://www.myspace.com/highstatic

I need to turn on the rating so all my friends can tell me how much I suck :-p

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Thursday, June 28th, 2007
5:37 pm - Iphone Vs Common Sense

fanboy: that thing is awesome. you'll get to play with one day and lust after it i'm sure

Me: naw

Me: dude does too much

Me: I dont want mobile video music player and phone and maps

fanboy: then don't press those buttons?

Me: I would rather have specific devices that do a better job at all them

fanboy: your phone is the same

Me: then one that tries to do it al

Me: :-p

fanboy: it has a group of buttons on the main screen you can cycle through. only problem is it sucks at it :)

fanboy: problem is no one wants that anymore. single purpose devices died with the cell phone

Me: I disagree

fanboy: do you want a computer that can only run mail, or web?

Me: A built in GPS in your car is better then on your phone and safer

Me: The internet at edge speed is just lame

Me: which is why I don’t use the web browsing on my phone allot

Me: only in an emergency

Me: like at a strip club for you best buddies b-day (I was dragged) when I need to transfer money from saving to checking (ooo the good old days)

Me: O:-)

Me: and I like the when I'm riding my motorcycle I'm not going to take a call

Me: but it interrupts it if I'm listening to the mp3 player

Me: so I quit using it

fanboy: yes but a built in GPS in my car is useful because it can integrate with it, and works hands free, not because it's more useful as a single purpose device

Me: Simple rule of computers and devices

Me: Multix is a pain in the ass and why it was dumped

fanboy: you do realize MOST phones are edge right?

Me: Unix is small little thing combined do cool things

fanboy: SJ made a very good point earlier today

fanboy: 3G is battery hungry and the chips for it are physically too big

fanboy: if you want 3g on an iphone it would have been thicker and half the battery life for a technology that most people can't use

Me: And there is no real innovation in the device

Me: just repackaging current functionality in it

Me: sorry dude

fanboy: so? at least it's something practical that people can buy

fanboy: nothing in the iphone is current. the maps is way better

fanboy: the browser is way better

fanboy: the ipod on it is way better than shit in Verizon/etc phones

Me: I using the best tool for the job not being stuck with a hammer ;)

Me: I dont even like mp3 / phones

Me: I think there LAME!!!!

fanboy: do you like your ipod?

Me: Yea its a simple device it just plays music

Me: 1 purpose

fanboy: cause the iPhone's kind of made by the same company who makes iPhones

Me: which is my point

fanboy: er ipods that is

fanboy: i hear that company makes pretty good mp3 players

Me: Yea they got a single purpose device right

Me: b/c of the music deals they singed

Me: Muliix vs Unix

Me: and I like unix

Me: just the way I am

Me: ;)

fanboy: so how is clicking on the music button, thus putting you into "ipod mode" any worse than clicking on one button on an ipod

Me: b/c you have to push a button to switch modes and you can push the wrong button and get into something else

Me: :-p

fanboy: how is the fact that you can now use your Ipod with a touch screen that does stuff in a more natural form factor worse?

fanboy: THERE'S ONLY ONE FUCKING BUTTON MAN!

Me: Still to much

fanboy: it's the home button. tell me you an handle a home button

Me: I want play

Me: 1 button ;)

fanboy: guess what there's a play button

fanboy: on the screen

Me: I like single devices that do one thing awesome

Me: rather then a device that does everything pretty good

Me: just the way I am

fanboy: what if the iPhone did everything *identical* to the iPod when it's in iPod mode

fanboy: what if it only did that, in fact

Me: what part of this aren't you getting man ;)

fanboy: with the touch screen and everything

fanboy: would it then be awesome?

Me: the user is always right ;)

Me: single devices that kick ass rather then a device that trys to do to much

fanboy: no no no no. answer this question

fanboy: you know how the iphone has a music app

Me: an app

fanboy: what if the music app was all the iphone was but it still had the touch screen and everything else

fanboy: what if that app was all it could run

Me: dude answer this question

fanboy: would you then consider it a useful "single purpose device"

Me: is it going to stop playing music when a call comes in ?

Me: yes

Me: and if there is an option how hard is it to get too

Me: how many steps do I have to take ?

fanboy: okay then. i propose your argument is useless, because the iPhone has a great music app, that' BY ITSELF is good. and gee it happens to do phone calls, and maps, and you tube, and web browsing, all accessible from a single home button. why is that so complicated?

fanboy: .. it's two steps

fanboy: press home

fanboy: press music

fanboy: want to browse the web?

fanboy: press home, press safari

fanboy: want to do a phone call? press home, press phone button

fanboy: get the idea? everything is simple. back to home, then one press away

Me: b/c I don’t want or need a web browser, you tube player, music player all in one

Me: I don’t want that

fanboy: then don't use it/

Me: so why would i buy something I wont use

fanboy: you know.. i don't like DVD Player on my mac

fanboy: i think i don't like my entire mac now because of that

Me: Dude I'm picky about phones just the way I am

Me: I like it to be a phone first and everything second I don’t get that impression with the iphone

Me: its steve's second attempt at palm computing in a new shinny package

Me: that more sexy then b4

fanboy: Steve didn't do the Newton

fanboy: some guy did it after he left

fanboy: and steve scraped it when he got back because it was a useless project

fanboy: why? because it was big, ugly, tethered, and had no traction in the market (PDAs in general were a big niche, like tablets are now)

Me: Part of it is I want to disconnect from the data stream at times

Me: and the I phone is totally against that

fanboy: the iPhone is everything that's great about the iPod with everything that's great about apple software design marriage with the device that everyone hates because no one who knows how to do software properly will make a cell phone

Me: so they say

fanboy: so they say?? ALL cell OSes suck

Me: I think the RIMM and Danger did a good job b4

fanboy: i've yet to see anything as aesthetically awesome or simple as the iPhone

Me: I disagree

fanboy: if you think the iphone isn't hands down prettier and easier to use than everything else out there i think you're irrational. you can tell me you prefer whatever you're using or something you used before but the iPhone is damn sexy and easy

Me: thats it is sexy

fanboy: you can tell me you like XYZ features (or lack of features) but the iphone is like the jessica alba of phones

Me: I dont care about sexy I care about doing everything awesome not just doing a good job

Me: it does have the screen to be a web browser but they try to pawn it off as one

Me: the reason I didn't buy a video ipod is b/c the screen size suck under 4 x 4

Me: if I want to look at a map 4x6 in screen isn't enough to get a frame of reference without manipulating a pretty and ground breaking unnecessary ui

Me: I'm not saying that its not innovative

Me: I'm not saying its not sexy

Me: I'm saying it doesn't do what I want it to do

fanboy: but people will buy it in droves just because of how sexy and easy it is

Me: I like simple devices that do a single task awesome not a multi device

Me: and most people are tools ;)

fanboy: and apple will be adding updates to the software for free

fanboy: if you don't like multi devices, i don't know why you have a sidekick 3

fanboy: if you don't like multi devices get a B&W Motorola PEBL

Me: I have a side kick three b/c its a phone does sms and has a yahoo IM client on it

Me: thats it

Me: I don’t use anything else

Me: 99.9 % of the time

fanboy: so you like a phone that can do YIM.. that's more than just phone calls

fanboy: you ever send a text message to YAHOO or GOOGL trying to get an address to a place?

Me: it does text , and internet com and phone

Me: its all in the commutation space

Me: that’s what it is a commutation device

Me: :-p

Me: that’s what I use it for

Me: all I use it for

Me: if I want to watch a movie I want a 32 inch TV

Me: if I want to use the internet I'll use my computer and T3/ down and 1 up connection

Me: and a big ass 22 inch screen

Me: just b/c a new device fits in your pocket looks sexy and does some basic stuff that the full grown devices do 100% better doesn't mean I want it

fanboy: the reason i never use the browser on my phone is it would be completely useless

fanboy: it wouldn't render the webpage even seemingly correct

fanboy: if i could use a phone that let me view webpages like a desktop, and actually navigate around i'd do it in a heartbeat

fanboy: seems like you can now :P

Me: Look the only thing the Iphone does that the sidekick doesn't is video and I didn't want that in the first place :-p

Me: and I use my device 99.9 percent of the time as commutations only

Me: not entertainment

Me: I would rather be hanging out with my friends and women when I'm out and about and be getting laid then being entertained by a shinny new toy

fanboy: no one's saying you have to stay glued to it 24x7

Me: I against technology that entertains and separate people from community and the iphone is another distraction in modern living

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Monday, June 11th, 2007
9:22 am - Doc Wong Riding Clinic

Got up at 6 am shaved showered and geared up.  I was out the house by 7:00am.  For a nice Sunday morning ride to redwood city to Doc Wongs Riding clinics.

Doc Wong has been teaching riding skills and sport bike racing for over 15 years. Anybody that goes to one of his clinics feels the difference in their riding after the first couple of session. This month it was about Body English / Body positions and how to better staying on the bike under rough and tight leaning conditions.

There was about 50 of us and we broke into groups of about 10-12 depending on skill level.  So we headed down CA 84 and down some creek road I can't remember. I was crazy bumpy the goal was to teach you how to hold on to the bike with your body not your arms.  Doc said if your butt hurts half way down your not holding on right. After the bumpy ride for prob about 15 miles, it smoothed out into very windy and hair pin turns, Where we worked on leaning technique and tight turns at speed.

I swear some of the hair pin turns my knee was only 2 inches from the ground. But it was so much Fun!!!!!.  We stopped probably 6 times in 6 hours and stopped and talked about what we where learning. The group lead and the sweep (person making sure everyone got to the next point) coached us on our riding and helped answer any questions we had.

We ended up headed south on PCH 1 and I can say seriously one of the most memorable experiences is coming over the hill on PCH 1.   Seeing the ocean cliffs and ocean on a bike with 10 other riders behind you, ocean breeze, clear blue skies, at a little bit faster then highway speeds ;). It was like heaven.

We stopped and totally swamped this grill and dinner we at lunch and relaxed for a hour.  So many pretty bikes. Eat Lunch talked shop and watched the waves come in. After an hour we all jumped back on our bikes and headed towards Jamison Creek.

Which is about 20% incline and tight turns (they tell us to put our bikes in neutral and just work on our leaning and breaking).

Then we all meet at a cross road between hw9 and 37 and pulled into this parking lot. We all as a group talked about the ride and what we learned and we where sent on our way. Total Ride was about 182 miles and with lunch 5 1/2 hours. I am so going next month, who's with me?

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Wednesday, May 30th, 2007
9:30 am - The songs thats haunts my life (VNV Nation Rubicon and Standing)
Rubicon ...

These thoughts I try to hide.
I have faith in me and hope this will survive.
But it's tearing me apart.
I can't hear the words by which I guide.

I will not deny that nothing can defend
from the helplessness that's cutting deep inside,
and I cannot prevent the thought that nothing's real.
Seems I've waited years for this day to end.

The strength I need to feel, the pride inside of me,
Are not there behind the face staring back at me.
The anger and the pain of knowing where I am.
I have come so far and I cannot return.

Nothing I can do that I have not done.
No words I can say. No truth left that I can see.
So must I let this end so everything falls apart.
Before I live the life as I have always done.


Standing Still...

Eyes betray the soul and bear it's thinking.
Beyond words they say so many things to me.
A stranger here reborn it seems
awaking wonders deep in me.
If nothing's ventured nothing's gained
so I must seize the day.

And fighting time so hard I pray
that this moment lasts forever.
And will the world stay standing still at least for me.
Through my eyes stare into me.
I bear my heart for all to see.
With my face turned to the sun there ever standing still.

It wasn't you it wasn't me it wasn't anyone.
It was a day so long awaited and a chance to be as me.
I let the wind run through my hands
as I turned to walk away.
In distant days I long to sense it all so clear.

And fighting time so hard I pray
that this moment lasts forever.
And will the world stay standing still at least for me.
Through my eyes stare into me.
I bear my heart for all to see.
With my face turned to the sun there ever standing still.
And fighting time so much I ask.
I will this morning last forever.
Though seasons change and things come to pass
remain inside of me.
And fighting time so hard I pray
that this moment lasts forever.
and will the world stay standing still at least for me.

I had no faith before that day in any vow or deed.
Days followed days and years were meaningless.
Despite the wisdom of defeat
I bore my heart for all to see the wonders I'd seen.

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Thursday, January 12th, 2006
2:26 pm - Like Duh

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Thursday, November 24th, 2005
4:33 pm - The start of a Great Adventure
Day one
Got up early in the morning to workout and head to work, so we could leave around 2pm in the afteroon to head down south to anahieme. To start our 3 day Disneyland Adventure. So at 1pm I left work after a short 5 hour day, and headed home to pickup amy and q. We left around 2 and got stuck on ca152 for about 2 hours leaving because of a bad intersection and about 500 cars on a single lane high way outside of gilroy. After the traffic shananagians, we took a quick stop and got some supplies and headed down the road, stoping only one more time to refuel body and vechical. Got here around 9:30 at night checked in and had a quick bit to eat at a, good but slow service ( because they where closing) itailan restraunt named mari's. Came back to the hotel and crashed for the night. It took us about 7 1/2 hours and q watched movies most of the time down here on his portal dvd player.

current mood: bouncy

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Tuesday, July 26th, 2005
8:10 pm - New family member to the 107 household.
So we have a new family member a fun little floppy bunny. Posting pics now

Bunny pics

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Monday, June 20th, 2005
11:17 am
'I used to be an atheist, until I realized I had nothing to shout during blowjobs.
'Oh Random Chance! Oh Random Chance!' just doesn't cut it…'
Robert Anton Wilson

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Sunday, June 19th, 2005
9:25 pm - Breathe
Anna Nalick

2 Am and she calls me cause I'm still awake
Can you help me unravel my latest mistake
I don't love him and winter just wasn't my season.
Yea we walk through the doors so accusing their eyes
Like they have any right at all to criticize
Hypocrites you're all here for the very same reason.

Cause you can't jump the track
We're like cars on a cable and life's like an hourglass glued to the table,
No one can find the rewind button girl
So just cradle your head in your hands.
And breathe, just breathe, whoa breathe just breathe

May he turned 21 on the base of Fort Bliss
Just today he sat down to the flask in his fist
Ain't been sober since maybe October of last year
Here in town you can tell he's been down for while
But my God it's so beautiful when the boy smiles
Wanna hold him but maybe I'll just sing about it

Cause you can't jump the track
We're like cars on a cable
And life's like an hourglass glued to the table,
No one can find the rewind button boys so cradle your head in your hands
And breathe, just breathe, whoa breath just breathe

There's a light at the end of this tunnel you shout cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out
And these mistakes you've made
You'll just make them again if you'll only try turnin' around

2Am and I'm still awake writing this song
If i get it all down on paper it's no lonmger inside of me threaten' the life it belongs to.
And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary screamin' out aloud
And I know that you'll use them however you want to.

But you can't jump the track
We're like cars on a cable
And life's like an hourglass glued to the table,
No one can find the rewind button now
Sing it if you understand...yeah breath
Just breathe, ohho breathe,

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Wednesday, June 15th, 2005
5:45 pm
You can travel the world
But you can't run away
From the person you are in your heart
You can be who you want to be
Make us believe in you
Keep all your light in the dark
You're searching for truth
You must look in the mirror
And make sense of what you can see
Just be
Just be

They say learning to love yourself
Is the first step
But you take what you want to be real
Flying on plains exotic locations
Won't teach you
How you how to feel
Beside the fact
That you are who you are
And nothing can change that believe
Just be
Just be

Cause now I know
Is not so far
To were I go
There's not this spot
Since this I feel
I need
To just be
Just be
I was lost
And I'm still lost
But I feel so much better

Cause now I know
Is not so far
To were I go
There's not this spot
Since this I feel
I need
To just be
Just be

Teisto Just Be

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Monday, October 4th, 2004
2:55 pm
Life is short and sweet and its true only the good die young, and today UCSC alumni and friends are morning a lose of a cherished soul. Squirrel died today after falling off a cliff. Cause of death was severe brain trauma. He was at a party, wondered off fell in a raviene, and was not found for 5 hours latter. I know him only in passing and the duties and big role he played in some great experience and memories in my life with UCSC Ski and Snowboard club. I Truly morn his death because he gave so much for everyone involved with the ski and snowboard club.

current mood: sad

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Wednesday, September 8th, 2004
4:01 pm - Stats in General.
There is truth, half-truths, deception, and lies, all based on ones perception and motivation. This is the only Universal Truth.

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